I have a date with a girl tomorrow and im nervous as hell :O

Ive had the privilege of cuddling and/or sleeping with men on the tops of mountains and introducing them to some awesome things outdoors and here I am still single :’)

My world started to come crashing down. Basically at this moment last year actually. Funny enough, it was boy. A stupid boy. A boy who almost pushed me into psychotic break. At least that’s what it felt like. He made me question my self-worth, intelligence, and direction in life. Now this boy wasn’t made to stay in my life for a very long time. It was only about two months that we dated, but he made a big enough impression on me that I started to fall for him. I fell for him because he knew his direction in life, and I didn’t. I unknowingly started to invest myself in this boy who didn’t seem to invest in me and I got fucking lost in it all. Boy oh boy is it SO important to know and define yourself before you get lost in someone else. At least for me it is. Knowing who you are and loving who you are. Self-worth.